sob.sob.sob..

I was wondering...
why do i find it so hard to forget someone when there are a lot of people who are willing to love me even more than i can love myself?...

Then i figuredd...
Maybe my heart just got used to loveing that one person so much that i forgotten how to love others back...
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Feel so good and so right.

Drinking burns ur lungs with every gulp, every bottle, every shot…

But it makes u forget every problem, every heartache, even for just awhile.

With every puff, every stick, cigarettes give u chemicals that rust, dead people and poison contain…

But still it temporarily gives u that calm that u nid to pacify ur nerves.

just like L O V E ….

It breaks ur heart, makes u cry, and emphasizes every emotional weakness in u.

and yet,

You take it. You give in.

Because of the simple fact that deadly things,

even for a short tym,

feel so gud and so ryt.